knp?

herrmm, tibe2 nk change lagu kat blog aq neh..:( coz mood aq tgh sad skang nehh..korg nk taw knp? coz hati aq sgt sakit n mood swing giler skang nehh.. lagu ne " LOVE THE WAY U LIE " sesuai tol ng ap yang berlaku skang neh..:(( but, korg jgn judge dr tajuk ne ouh, korg kene dengar n bace dye nye lirik..mmg betol sesuai laa kod ng keadaan aq neh, but aq rase silap aq ta besar pun.. + kite ne manusia, bukan nye semua yg kite nak kite akan dapat..tp satu jer permintaan aq bt mse skarang, semoga org yg berkenaan tu bole terima aq dengan seada nya,, tp tu lah masalah kitaorg, coz tersgt la tinggi ego. so aq takut hati aq makin tawar dengan sikap masing2.. im sory, coz i dont have intention tok buruk2 kan org berkenaan, tp aq juz nk dye sedar yg dye pun pnh bt salah, but aq bole je lupe kan salah dye, knp dye taleh laku kan perkara yg same??? siyes aq nk tahu knp..

ptut nye dye bagi penjelasan knp dye bt mcm ne, coz aq taw, per yg berlaku mesti de sebab n akibat.. tp knp?dye ta pernah nk jelas kn sebab knp dye bt mcm ne.. benda ne jadi n bt aq teringat kisah kami yg berlaku awal thun lepas, he left me 4 a few months n ta penah contact pun.. n then, 1 day, dye muncul balik dlm idop aq, aq terima jer dye even dye ta pnh gtaw knp dye bt mcm tu..even aq mintak penjelasan dye, until now dye ta gtaw.. knp? aq bole jer marah dye, tp aq tanak marah3, knp? i love him, he love me..knp?

frankly speaking, aq nk sgt ckp ng dye, f2f ouhhh, pyh kalo de masalah, 2 2 bt keras kepala tanak mengalah ouhh, lagi2 long distance relationship..:( i need him, but may be i got to move on,

tp masalah nye skang, aq ne risk avoider, not risk takker, so aq taleh bt keputusan terburu,, bile da betol2 syg kan org tu, kite sanggup bt per jer tuk dye, tp aq harap dye pun sgp bt ap2 ajer tuk aq.. give n take, then your relationship will be happy forever..

but, aq pegang kate2 dye " dont worry la cuk.. sng citer xde la..tp adat la dlm couple ni, gado2 n slh faham 2 mesti ad kan.. so cmner skang? nk gado lagi ker? aq ta larat dah.. huhuhuhu..

p/s: im yours, yr mine!